lost.

So much happening but I feel weak so i don't even want to fight,

Rather gets some rest but i cant even sleep at night,

fifteen years old stressed out and i feel so old,

I dont have nobody and i dont want to be alone.

I Keep praying to allah cus the devil trys to tempt me,

Used to be so full of strength why do i feel empty?

I wana spread my wings and fly but they wont let me,

Nobody understands so i dissapear they wont see me.

I start to hate the world and everything around me,

Not because its rong, but cus i don't need it to surround me.

I need some space, my own air around me to feel free.

But theres a dead end in everything i see.